Since Working Women Wednesday a few a weeks ago I have been thinking about my future. I mean what future do I currently have? My job with SAT TV is unbearable. It's getting to the point where I don't want to go in anymore. This is affecting my work performance.
So once again I am back to the idea of going back to school, but who wants to be the oldest student there? It's embaressing.
But really I have no idea what I want to do with my life and I should by now. I should know.
I found myself again looking over the college website and dreaming. Dreaming of what, I'm not sure. Everything seems like it would take too long or cost too much or not be the perfect fit for me. But what would be the perfect fit for me?
At one point I found myself looking at the graphic design page and daydreaming of Bill who works in the office building. If I learned graphic design, in theory, I would be qualified to work for the same company he does. It was a wonderful fantasy that I almost -- almost -- clicked on the "get more information" link. I'm just not there yet.
So once again I am back to the idea of going back to school, but who wants to be the oldest student there? It's embaressing.
But really I have no idea what I want to do with my life and I should by now. I should know.
I found myself again looking over the college website and dreaming. Dreaming of what, I'm not sure. Everything seems like it would take too long or cost too much or not be the perfect fit for me. But what would be the perfect fit for me?
At one point I found myself looking at the graphic design page and daydreaming of Bill who works in the office building. If I learned graphic design, in theory, I would be qualified to work for the same company he does. It was a wonderful fantasy that I almost -- almost -- clicked on the "get more information" link. I'm just not there yet.
