I also suppose I really did overreact at the party just like Mama was trying to tell me. I just didn't want to listen. I felt hurt she had gone behind my back and planned something even though she knew I was dreading, fearing, this birthday. I never even saw Dad. He's probably embarrassed by me.
But Granny's comment really did hurt and it hurt in a much different way than the planning of the party. Does she really think I need to see a shrink? Honestly? Am I that mess up that I need professional help?
So, anyway, I have all these apologies I have to make and no idea where to start. I guess I'll call Mama and ask to see her.
