What am I to wear on this date with Bill tonight?
I called Jessica who suggested clothing.
I called Lilly who suggested I pick out the nicest dress I have and wear the sexiest heels I have but try not to look like a tramp at the same time.
Somehow I think Jessica's advice was not as valuable as Lilly's. I went into my closet and, after several hours, picked out a black cocktail dress and red heels. But I feel self conscious in it and plan on wearing a shawl.
I didn't know what to do with my hair either so I decided to leave it the way I normally wear it and maybe just pin it behind my ears so it doesn't fall into my food.
So what do I do with my makeup? I love a dramatic eye. I love dramatic eyelashes. I once tried to wear fake eyelashes but I ended up gluing my eyelids together. I haven't tried since.
Tonight I was using a brand new mascara. It has a different shaped brush than what I am used to it. I'm so nervous for my date tonight. My hand was shaking. As I was doing my left eye I hit the eyeball with the brush.
I am in so much pain. My eye hurts. For a while I couldn't even open my eye. The makeup on that side of my face is ruined and needs redone. What am I going to do? What if it's like this forever?