I'm still trying to get used to my new office. I'm not sure I fit in. Well, I know I don't fit in. I'm not used to the company culture yet. That is what they call it, right, company culture?
At SAT TV, no one cared about anyone else so you had to care for yourself because no one else would. I'm still used to that. Even though I prefer it when people are nice to me, I'm still jaded and wondering why they're talking to me.
I wandered down today to see the customer service reps. They seem like they are in such a better place than where I was when I was doing customer service. They didn't seem at all overworked or stressed or taken advantage of.
To one of them I said, "It's tough having to work evenings and holidays."
She looked at me as if I were crazy. Apparently in this company they don't work either evenings or holidays. Well, they must think that stuff's only for third world countries or something. They have no idea how good they have it.
Another one asked me what I was doing here if I was going to school as if school pays my bills. She wasn't being rude about it, more like ignorant.
I don't know what I'm going to do. I suppose I should be happy I have a job and be quiet about it. After all, I'm not really here to make friends, although it would be nice.