What is this feeling? I've never experienced it before. Is it, dare I say, happiness? Yes, I am happy. I never thought I would say that in my entire life. I have never really been happy before.
But now I can say that I am happy. I have a fiance who loves me. I have a job that pays enough to cover my bills and then some and it's a lot less stressful than my old job. I'm going to school and soon I'll have a career I'll enjoy. I have friends who count on me and family members who are always there to help me. I am blessed.
All this means one thing. It means it's time to say goodbye. I started this diary because I needed a place to get my thoughts down in words. I was in a very dark place, but that place no longer exists.
Thank you for listening to me all these months. It was nice knowing you. I hope you have a good life. I know I will.